ABOUT
"This world is dark, and we will never be happy unless someone stands up to fight for hope.
I can at least try to be that person, even if it breaks me."
PERSONALITY
Stressed, depressed, and honestly just a mess... but he's trying his best.
Anyone who knows Eden knows him to be a kindhearted and caring person. He's selfless and altruistic, always willing to go out of his way to lend a helping hand and put others before himself. He really seems to have a way of bringing smiles and light to the lives of those around him.
But while he is a friend to all, he struggles to open up and let people get close, very few people truly know him. Very few people know that, behind his bright smiles and cheerful demeanour, he hides an ever-present internal battle. He's not as okay as he lets on, far from it. Feelings of doubt and hopelessness constantly plague him. He's a nervous wreck, always stressing and overthinking. He fears both past and future, and often finds himself dwelling on regrets and the memories of what he can’t change. He genuinely wants nothing more than to make others happy, but he has never been able to save himself from his own misery, and there are times when he really struggles to keep himself together.
But he pushes on, covering up his fears with a smile so that others don’t worry, and so as to not be a burden, whist always silently fighting these waves of despair that constantly threaten to drown him.
STORY
Eden Nocturne had always known his life would be a dangerous one. But he didn’t care, he had always been prepared to live and die for the sake of others. Thus was the burden of a Demon Hunter.
He, alongside his younger brother Carver and their father Abel, under the guidance and leadership of the angel Aura, were the last surviving members of the ancient organisation, as were their forefathers going back generations. Their lives were devoted to slaying the powerful immortal demons, monsters of evil-incarnate who preyed on humankind, which plagued the ancient city of Necropolis. Being the last heirs of a dying bloodline, they were both always expected to carry on that tradition, and Eden embraced this fate.
However, Carver had other ideas. The two brothers had been so close as children, always talking about everything, sharing their secrets - they were each other’s best friend. But growing older, they began to grow distant. While Eden continued with his training, Carver outright refused to. He was always arguing against their ideologies, always challenging their doctrines. Eden didn’t really care about this so much, he tried to be respectful of other’s opinions and beliefs, despite his own views. But it seemed as though Carver was starting to hate his own family too. They hardly spoke at all anymore, and whenever they tried, it quickly escalated into arguments. It was heartbreaking to watch as the cause that meant so much to him was what tore his family apart.
And it was heartbreaking, being helpless as one day he watched Carver and Abel argue, prompting Carver to storm out of the house into the dead of night... and not return.
For almost a year, Eden believed Carver to be dead. In truth, it would have been a mercy to live his life believing that. Because when he and Carver met again, it was in the worst circumstances imaginable.
Returning home from a hunting trip one day, Eden was shocked to find his brother in the house, except this was not the brother he once knew. No longer a man, Carver had become the very creature he had sworn to destroy – a demon. And he held in his hand a bloody knife as he stood over the lifeless body of their father.
Eden felt shattered to his very core as he chased Carver away with scars to remember, but despite his devastation, he could not bring himself to kill the brother he had once loved. So he let Carver run and escape with his life, both swearing revenge, while Eden was left alone with nothing but grief, and an emptiness that could never be healed.
In the wake of that loss, Eden found himself in a dark and lonely place. He doubted he would have made it through the following years if it were not for the support of a friend. With the recent events leaving the demon hunters on the brink of collapse, Aura tasked Eden with locating and retrieving the long-lost holy weapons, so that there may be a chance of future rebuilding. Along the way, this is how he met Harriet, a companion who was able to help him with his quest.
They got along well, and over the course of events, they grew to become quite close. Although Eden was reluctant to open up at first, Harriet's exposure to the supernatural meant that she understood him better than most, and he was grateful to have someone he could confide in as he navigated his personal struggles. But they shared many happy memories together as well, he enjoyed her company, he found himself smiling more when he was with her. Eventually they came to realise they cared for each other as more than just friends.
Of course, life was never easy, but they had each other, and they supported each other through thick and thin. Slowly, things were starting to look up. They were together for many years, eventually getting married, and later having a child together, Joshua. Eden finally had a family again, and everything seemed perfect. For the first time in years, he was truly happy.
But happiness never lasts forever...
It had been ten years now since that last encounter with his brother. And, truthfully, Eden barely considered it anymore. He could never forget that pain, but he wouldn’t let it haunt him anymore. He had forged a new life for himself. He had put his past behind him and moved on. But perhaps that was a mistake.
Because he was completely unprepared when Carver appeared again, to fulfil his vow for revenge. Without warning, he ambushed Eden in his own home. The two brothers fought, but still Eden could not help but hold back – and that cost him dearly. He hesitated at a critical moment, giving Carver the chance to strike him down. However, just before the demon standing before him could deal the killing blow, Harriet intervened.
She recklessly fought back against Carver, sacrificing her own life to save his. Eden could only watch in horror as that monster slit her throat. He couldn’t even help her, injured and in no shape to fight as Carver held him back, forcing him to watch as she bled out. By the time he finally broke free... it was too late. She was gone. Carver left then, deciding that letting Eden live with that loss would be a worse fate than death.
Eden had barely kept himself together when his father had died. Now, all alone, he completely fell apart. He knew keeping Josh around wasn’t an option – the life of a Demon Hunter was wrought with danger, for themselves and others, and this tragedy served as a terrible reminder of that. It was no place for a young child. So he asked Harriet's sister if she could take custody and foster him, she agreed to raise the boy.
And after that, he stopped caring. He was all alone, he was a wreck, and he... he had failed. He had failed to protect the ones he loved. He should have done more, it should have been him in her place. Everything he had ever worked and lived for was starting to seem pointless. The fragile stability he had spent so long building up began to crumble, he fell into self-destructive habits, and his recklessness while hunting became borderline suicidal. There were times he considered actually attempting, but- No. He held on. He promised himself he’d keep fighting. But trying to get better was a very slow, very hard climb. And truthfully, he was never really the same again...
The loneliness got to him a lot. He had loved Harriet so much, he could never bring himself to move on. And his relationship with his son was strained to say the least. They didn’t see each other often, and when they did, Josh was always distant. Turns out he wasn’t too happy about being abandoned by his father. Eden really tried so hard to get along with his son, but the damage had been done, and the animosity only grew as he got older. One day Josh told Eden to leave him alone and get out of his life.
Those words hurt Eden so much, they broke him, but he respected his son's wishes and obliged. Some time after that, Josh was reported missing, suspected to have been a suicide. And the regret, the guilt, it broke Eden all over again. And this time he stopped trying to get better, what did he even have left to fight for, anyway?
So it came as a shock, when some time later Josh appeared on his doorstep, with Carver by his side. It happened just like before, such a cruel irony. The two demons attacked him, and Eden barely even put up a fight against them. What did it matter? After all that had happened, he had become so apathetic to the thought of death now. He let them win. He let Carver push him around and beat him down. He didn’t bother to fight back as Josh held a gun to his head. Drained. Defeated.
He gave up.
The last thing Eden saw were his son’s tormented eyes as he pulled the trigger.
"I'll keep fighting. I'll stay alive so I can live for those I've lost. And I'll push through every day screaming a war cry in their name."
TRIVIA
- He was raised very religiously, his faith is an important aspect in both his work as a demon hunter as well as his personal life.
- Highly skilled fighter, a master swordsman. He has also been trained in many different forms of combat, but swords are his favourite.
- His main weapon is an enchanted hand and a half longsword, Soleil. It's a family heirloom.
- AroAce-spec (specifically demi-romantic and demi/grey-sexual). Though would rather leave his orientation unlabelled.
- He and Carver learned piano together as children. Later, Harriet taught him guitar.
- Very animated and expressive with his body language. Makes lots of hand gestures when he talks. Also very restless and fidgety, especially so when nervous. It's hard to get him to hold still, and if he IS subdued that's usually a sign something is wrong.
- Seriously needs a nap tbh. Requires copious amounts of coffee to function.
- Basically his entire existence in a nutshell.
STATS
INTEGRITY
KINDNESS
CHARISMA
COURAGE
INTELLECT
CONFIDENCE
OPTIMISM
RELATIONSHIPS
[Brother] - Eden’s feelings toward his brother are conflicting. On one hand, he misses his old friend a lot. On the other, he resents him for what he’s done. It seems that even after everything, he’s still struggling to come to terms with that fact that the brother he once knew is long gone.
[Father] - Abel was a strict parent with high expectations, and so their relationship could be a little tense at times. However despite this the two do respect and care for each other deeply, and Eden looked up to him a lot.
[Wife] - Eden's late wife, she was the light of his life. She was always there for him, standing by his side even when he led her into a life of danger. Eden still blames himself for her death, and even after all the years they've been apart, he never stopped loving her.
[Son] - Even though they were never close, Eden has always loved his son. He really wanted nothing more than to be there for him, and to get along. Unfortunatley, neither was ever an option.
[Friend?] - The leader of the Demon Hunters - Eden's master. He respects and trusts her unwaveringly, blindly loyal and devoted. In a way, he considers her a friend, almost like family. What a shame Aura does not return this affection.
"A demon can be killed by a sword to the heart. If only killing your inner demons was so simple..."